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entropyvoid · 7 months ago

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Golden Hour (+ lineart below cut)

I took a picture of the lines for once and did some basic crappy photo editing on my phone, so you could probably print this out and use it as a coloring page or something if you so wish lol. Do with it what you will.

#honkai star rail #dr ratio #veritas ratio #aventurine #aventurine hsr #cherallart #as you can see i forgor i wanted to draw his glasses til like. last second #i can’t believe it’s been like 2 whole months since I last did a whole like. watercolor illustration #part of that’s been bc I’ve been having a bit of a rough semester bc adhd med issues (which are resolved now)#but I really wanted to draw aventurine and ratio. my boys #i’ve been LOVING penacony so far so I needed to get something nice out #anyway I did this while my s/o and I alternated between reading a 500 pg long history book out lout to each other #it’s called ‘the inheritance of rome’ and kinda covers what happened after the collapse of the western roman empire #and tries to identify and explain all the cultural echoes and reverberations and transformations that rose from its ashes #throughout europe north africa and the middle east. anyway it’s super interesting and I highly recommend it #the late antique period is not something often covered/talked abt in public ed hist classes. at least not when I was goin through em #or the transitory period between it and the early medieval period at least #i still got 150 pages left and a final paper due on it in like 4 days but it’s only a 5 pg minimum and I’m a wordy bitch so #i think i can make it #anyway back to that I go

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askinkiskarma · 1 year ago

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avatar 1 jake or avatar 2 jake and why

don't mind me, i'm just gonna -

avatar 1 jake is bbg, and i love him and he's a good time, but the shit i would let (and need) dilf!jake to do to me is unending, immoral and honestly should probably be illegal

#he makes me feel things no fictional man ever has #the chokehold this man has on me is ridiculous #i fold for him like a fucking lawn chair #i need him to use me like his own personal toy #just 24/7 #til i cry #til i shake #til i collapse #til my walls are blue #does that answer your question anon?#my asks 💕#𖨆♡𖨆 andra's anonnies #dilf!jake sully #jake sully

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freyfall · 10 months ago

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i have an art present for the utmv enjoyers still following me once i can stop looping angel with a shotgun for long enough to focus on fucking coloring the fellas im drawing

#av i blame you!!!! motherfucker #said with affection #iM aN aNgEl WiTh A sHoTgUn FiGhTiNg TiL tHe WaR's WoN #collapses on the fucking ground

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piplupod · 4 months ago

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"but you do so well, you're so put-together :) you don't need help!" and then i show them i need help, i let the mask slip, i act "crazy", i admit how tired i am and how hard everything is, etc and then suddenly they are angry and disgusted and not giving me help still. why am i not allowed to have bad days ever. why am i required to do everything for myself. i am not built for independence, why do they keep insisting on it for me!

#same energy as my mother telling me i dont have chronic fatigue bc i didn't complain that i was tired on vacation #i just stared at her. like. the reason i didn't complain is bc the one time i tried to ask for a sit-down then everyone flipped out at me!#so i shut the fuck up and just kept pushing through and was genuinely nearly bedridden for an entire week after we got home!#if u cut off signals from ur body u can go through A Lot :)))) i probably could've kept going til i literally collapsed lmfao #''the squeaky wheel gets the grease!'' except it doesn't. it just gets punished.#pippen needs 2nd breakfast

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kicksnscribs · 4 months ago

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IM FREE

FREEEEEEEE!!!!

AND NOT A SINGLE GODAMNED ASSIGNMENT LATE THIS WEEK LETS GOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

#im so goddamned tired #i had to leave work early to make sure i got that shit done on time never again #i didnt go to sleep u til 4am yesterday morning doing art shit for class #i may no longer have a job on wedsday lmao idgaf ill work on my job apps tomorrow #BC I HAVE TIME TO DO SHIT AGAIN THAT JOB SUCKS ASS ANYWAY #*collapses*

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bravevolunteer · 6 months ago

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last class of the school year today

#FREEDOM FREEDOM FREEDOM IM SO BURNT OUT IVE BEEN FOR MONTHS #i still have that class today (where i'm gonna fix a couple things before fully submitting everything)#and i'll be packing/seeing people before leaving #so i probably wont actually really be around til this weekend/after that but oh my god. oh my god!#im going to collapse #⁂ ･ﾟ: i was looking for a job‚ and then i found a job‚ and heaven knows i’m miserable now ➛ ooc

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ohmeadows · 1 year ago

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fu xuan crying in her light cone art. what if i just perish. right now right here, just

#meadows.txt #i didnt see it til today and i am having a moment #wrote an entire fucking fic abt her didnt notice #what if i just collapsed into nothing

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graveyardmouth · 8 months ago

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its that time of the night

#and the year.#really makes me feel like summer especially middle school and before #completely isolated from all my friends panic attacks every time the sun went down hiding from my mom trying to block out screaming as #best i could staying up til dawn drinking dr pepper stealing my moms books listening to my dads cds stealing chocolate chips and eventually #wine from the kitchen puking in the bathroom reading the perks of being a wallflower goinf out for bike rides in the early morning walking #to the library and collapsing on the way home cause i hadnt eaten in 2 days walking past the church holding a knife in one hand #biking because i just knew there was somebody waiting to kill me dying my hair three times begging for escape from the monotony making #friends on twitter and discord in bad places getting attention from strangers for my relationship with a razor blade staying up all night #for the quiet because i needed to be alone because i couldnt sleep to feel something besides numbness getting yelled at for keeping my room #messy and crying thinking about people knowing i was eating finding a book that made me happy and knowing that once i finished it id #return to awful numbing boredom nothing could fix god ive typed a lot #sorry im feeling nostalgic about feeling bad and summer has always been one of many low points in the year for me #anyways ✌️#dw about me im actually in a really good place mentally rn i just. am worried for how long itll last #and quite scared about getting taken off my antidepressants tbh #bug shut up #delete later #Youtube

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lady-harrowhark · 2 years ago

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serious question: if you have long(ish) hair... where is it supposed to sit? or where does it sit in reality? like, does it go behind your shoulders, off to one side, is it supposed to be all in front of your shoulders, etc?

i am haunted by this dilemma every time i go too long without a haircut and it gets long enough to start shifting around my neck (e.g., now). like it doesn't actually matter because it's not long enough to stay in any given place but like, what are the logistics here?

#the second it gets long enough to move around is the second i've got an army of pins and headbands to lock that shit down #lest i begin biting ripping tearing #also i suspect at least part of me not being able to figure it out is that i have very thin very finely textured hair #as soon as it gets long enough to shift around it basically collapses under its own weight and goes completely flat #so it just feels very flimsy and pathetic where it lays against the back of my neck ya know?#anyway! 30 years on this earth and i have not figured this shit out!#even back when it was long I kept it tied up 100% of the time #currently i'm just biding my time because i couldn't get an appointment til the end of the month 😔

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ploridafanthers · 11 months ago

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Bonfire in the shape of an alligator gar (unfinished), Garyville, LA

Bonfires are traditionally built along the levees of the Mississippi River to be burned on Christmas Eve and New Year's Eve. This centuries-old custom has garnered some tourist attention in recent years; the turnout has been quite incredible!

More traditional-shaped bonfires along the levee, Lutcher, LA

A smaller bonfire built for the Festival of the Bonfires, a mid-December festival celebrating the Christmas tradition

You can follow the progress of the alligator gar bonfire on the builders' facebook, Blood, Sweat, and Bonfires. Be sure to check out the bonfires they've made in the past. They're the pinnacle of Cajun engineering!

To see these in action, you can drive (very slowly) along River Road in St. James and St. Johns Parishes after 7pm on Christmas Eve.

#christmas bonfires #festival of the bonfires #so yeah i had some vacation days to use so i drove 1500 miles round-trip to see the festival and my family #ate til i collapsed #saw wayne toups play live!#can't get off on christmas week and it's too damn crowded these days #those guys in garyville make *unreal* bonfires man sometimes there are moving parts

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chadillacboseman · 1 year ago

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